Black Hole
04 Aug 2009 1 Comment
in Statements
“This tunnel is endless and freakin’ dammit it i don’t see any light! Where did my spirit go? Where did that enthusiasm go? What the hell went wrong?!”
It’s the human tragedy to realize our limits and be so utterly pitiful about it. Bound to the limits of habit and chained to an endless journey, the eyes have lost its shine. The evils unveil the rosy curtain, and faced with the cruelty of this world. Jaded and cynical, the sun no longer brings joy.
Letting go, but there was nothing to let go of in the beginning. Trying so hard to forget what has never even been remembered. Listless, lethargic, and lame. Easily forgotten, easily thrown out.
Once bright and brilliant, came time for hypernova.
A black hole in the making.
Definition
25 Feb 2009 Leave a Comment
in Philosophical, Statements Tags: definition, self
Some are often too quick to define themselves sometimes. The more you define yourself the less accurate the definition of “you” becomes. Much like those who are truly happy, they don’t go to extremes to let people know that they are happy, they just are. Happy people glow in happiness, they don’t flaunt it – there’s a difference.
A person’s true self cannot be defined, because humans are much more complex than that. Of course, simple facts like date of birth and hometown can be considered as a person’s attribute, but those things only influence the individual’s character, it does not define their character. It’s undefinable because the things that make up the person’s “self” are entirely intangible. Only time and the interactions you have with people will tell you who they really are. A person’s statement about their character or personality may not entirely reflect the truth, sometimes it only reflects the exterior.
An autobiography doesn’t tell much about the author, it only tells what the author wants the world to know.
Simply so.
I want my Individuality
30 Jan 2009 Leave a Comment
The only person I wanna truly conquer in the end, is me. The only person I really wanna surpass, is myself.
Don’t diss my opinions or ideas just ’cause you think you’re better than me. More importantly, don’t copy me — thinking that it’ll bring us closer. Stop trying to be different than me, stop trying to be like me. I wanna surround myself with people who want their own individuality too, not clones or haters. ‘Cause it ends up to be relationship based on pushing and pulling. I just wanna float with the boat and go with the flow
Don’t turn around and say the opposite of what you just said to me. Don’t turn around and talk smack about me to put yourself in better favor. Don’t fake this friendship in the meanwhile either.
There’s a difference in adopting good characteristics found in others, and fitting yourself into their mold. I don’t wanna fit myself into anyone’s mold, I wanna make my own, then sculpt it over and over and over, continuously improving and changing. So stop telling me who I should be, what to do, and how to live my life. I’m not you. I don’t wanna be you. I wanna be me.
I’m not perfect, and I don’t want to be. I just wanna be a better me, I want my individuality.